Love in the Air of 52

Love floating in the air of blk 52… haa.. suspected lovebirds flying ard… 1st, come ali ba ba n ex-king.. all I can say is, u got a damn bad taste… always tot u’re cool and gd-looking… but now I noe u’re taste isn’t tat gd… haa.. but still, maybe there’s gd part of her only u can see… haa.. n u’re the winner of the fight… the fight of present hall king, the 2 silly guys of stupid f4… so I guess guys find her pretty n cool… too bad, she don’t seems to get the liking of gals… other than stupid.. keep seeing stupid toking to all the seniors.. frm liling to fern… maybe u tink by doing so means u’re popular.. but I’ll tink tat u cant stand loneliness.. tat’s a bad ting… to live till tis age, I tink it’s time to be independent and noe how to spend times alone… and of cos, since ali ba ba is so well-liked by all guys, guess tat’s y u wan to be her close friens… I saw her in ur rm laying on ur bed… haa.. jus to tell u, we wont be jealous of u having such a frien wif attitude prob… congrats to pris, u can finalli be freed frm the image of the baddie… another piece of advice 4 u… it’s wk 5 now, gg wk 6 soon.. n it’s time to study n not chatting..

Another suspected lovebird.. I suspect but still waiting to be confirmed.. but it’s an old piece of news.. tink meiying will be extremely bored reading tis.. haa.. it’s stupid n comic owner.. haa… I jus have the feeling tat she likes him.. haa.. jus the instinct.. but I cant find proof… haa.. I cant believe stupid went down 4 scrabble 2dae… I seldom see her in rec games.. r they so sort of players tat they need stupid n evelyn to play? Haa.. or stupid ask evelyn down to play (all of us noe tat evelyn’s eng sucks loh) bcos comic owner is there.. haa.. cos I seldom see comic owner down 4 rec games too… haa.. so many mysteries to be solved… I’ll try to solve them when I’m bored of studying….

52 is getting interesting… general helpers needed.. pls tag to register…

Happy Loser

i lost but i'm happy.. happy that i've shed of the weight of being a JCRC member... happy that i dont have to work wif pple i dont like... i guess i can still maintain my single rm as a subcommer.. n i happy being a subcommer wif lesser responsibility on my back... thanx 4 all the support 4 the past few wks.. i'm gald to be in 52 getting to noe so many of u...

of cos there's also idiots ard like the stupid f4... haa... i guess there's still this part in u(stupid) that u still like sam... but 4 my goodness sake, if u dont noe, sam is already attached.. so there's no used getting jealous if sam come n tok to me... n 4 my goodness sake, wat makes u tink tat i like sam? he's a nice person, supportive n loyal friend.. but i dont have such lousy taste to like a filrt.. sorrie sam, i insulted u jus to scold tat stupid bitch.. but then, if u'll get jealous if i played n joked wif sam, then i shall make u jealous.. who ask u to be mean n evil... one last ting to tell u stupid, trying to grab attention doesnt mean getting pple irritated.. u jus make pple hate u...

my target 4 the mth is to make stupid angry n irritated by playing and joking wif sam... haa... tat's such a simple joke... haa... evil laughters floating in the air...

For You

Hey gal, tis post is for u.. sometimes, we need to look at tings in a diff view.. I noe it’s hard but then if we don’t try, how would we noe we cant do it rite? Maybe I’m not the correct person saying all this tings, cos I’ll nv practice whatever I said… haa.. but still I hope u’ll get better after reading these…

To get along wif pple, regardless of family or friends, I tink it’s veri impt to forgive pple’s faults n forget all abt it… it’ll be great if u can only remember the good pple done 4 u… but tat’s like super difficult.. even me myself cant do all these… but at least I’m trying… no one is this world is born perfect..

For sch work, I guess u jus have to take it as u’re learning more when u’re doing more tings.. I guess it’s tough now but u’ll feel more sense of satisfaction when everyting is done.. of cos, when we’re working in the outside world, there damn to be inconsiderate pple too.. so jus take it tat we’re experiencing wat we’ll be experiencing when we’re working… I noe it’s hard, but I noe u can pull thru like the rest of the pple… u been thru the shitty fast cat project when u’re in yr 2 rite? So I guess there’s noting tat can stop u now… I’ll be here wif u to pull thru all these wif u… we’ll both work hard 2gather this sem n look forward to 56’s concert in dec…

Jia You!!!

I'm Blessed

I’m super super sad… regretted being such a kpo n run 4 jcrc… maybe bcos of tat, I get to see the true side of pple… I feel like shit and damn cheated… someone who I always tot as mr nice guy, a loyal friend though we’re not veri close can actually do this kind of tings… maybe it’s my retribution for taking the post for granted, for tinking tat I’ll get enough pts for my single rm… or maybe bcos I’m jus not capable enough n u need someone to replace me… I must admit I’ll be damn pissed if u reject me… but maybe if u say it in a nice way like sam, the way he told me not to be the chief blk rap, I’ll feel better after a few daes… it’s definitely better than u not telling me I have a competitor 4 jcrc… n I got to noe the news seconds b4 the door to door… n to make tings worst, u’re not the one telling me tis piece of news…

Don’t tell me u noe noting abt tis, who ‘ll believe? U’re running 4 president… R u tinking tat i'm a stupid 3 yr old kid..

Don’t tell me u have no chance to tell me.. nomination is on thurs n fri… u have FRI, SAT, SUN and the whole of MON MORNING to inform me…

Don’t tell me u don’t dare to break the news in front of me… there’s tis technology called HANDPHONE wif the function called MESSAGE!!!

I am so damn freaking disappointed in u.. I have tis strong urge of voting against u… n I can tell u in ur face tat I don’t really care if I win or lose this whole competition.. cos I treasure more abt all my friens in 52.. thanx 4 all the support and willing to listen to my complains n bitching…

Thanx grace, jasmine, li yan, meiying 4 listening to all my complains n bitching.. n to stand my nonsense n crying.. I’m jus a stupid cry-baby… i'm always full of complains... haa..

Thanx sam 4 the support n counseling.. I shld be nice n said u’re the best chief blk rap.. thanx for every word and everyting u said… u may tink it’s noting but I’m seriously touched…

Thanx meiying for helping me tink of wat to write 4 the stupid portfolio though it’s already so late at nite (3 am) and I noe u’re seriously tired frm ur long dae of project… n my rubbish bin 4 all my complains n seeing me cry all the time.. I’m so glad to have u as my frien n my neighbour...

Thanx chewting for helping me n standing by me.. u’re really my true frien… thanx 4 standing by me, helping me when I’m felt so left out n ur loyalty…

Thanx 4 all those who are willing to come down n help me paint my banner on tues… though it got noting to do wif u all but u all are willing to help me.. I so touched and lost of words…

Thanx sis 4 ur encouragement.. i'll always remember wat u told me ... it's the best actress tat will win tis competition...

I have all the best tings in the world.. all the friendship....thanx god 4 letting me noe all these wonderful pple in my life… wat more can I ask 4… n who cares abt the stupid welfare post… I rather have all my friens... Thanks a lot…

I LOVE U ALL!!!!

Finally

haa.. finalli, u're out of project superstar... nv noe u can be tat irritating until tat dae at concert @ the bay... maybe it's not ur fault but ur fans' fault... if they can stop acting like the whole world jus revolve ard u and u sound like ur god though there's lots of faults in ur singing.. n the stupid n plastic smile on ur face... trying to act cute... i jus cant stand it... even if u got into the finals, which wont happen, cos u're out, eliminated, u wont emerged as the winner... haa... fianlli i can watch project superstar in peace.. w/o having to "bad-mouthed" pple whenever i watch... haa...

To Be Or Not To Be

always tot tat life 'll be easy in hall.. keeping a single rm 'll be easy 4 me.. but tings r getting abit unexpected...

nv in my life have i tot of running 4 the jcrc... but i dont mind joining 4 the experience of it.. n of cos 4 the pts.. it'll be super fake of me saying tat i join bcos i wan to try it out n do smthg 4 the hall.. tat's rubbish 4 me... to me, i believe in contributing to the blk cos it's the place i'm staying n it's the place where all my friens r.. but i tink i'm wrong.. there's not as many pple out there liking me as much as i tot... haa.. maybe it's my prob 4 having an attitude prob.. but i can force myself to smile n joke wif u when i seriously dont like u.. 4 wat? y shld i please u?? i dont tink i can get ani benefits frm it.. so wat if i get it?? i wont be happy.. i rather be truthful to myself n be unpopular.. so no more chief blk rap 4 me... i dont tink there's ani more tings in tis blk i'll miss... other than meiying (but u're leaving tis yr.. so i'll be all alone..), chewting (moving to a double rm wif her frien, so she might not be staying in hall 10), grace (i tink u have u're own friens... no pt being friens wif me when i tink most of the freshies gals hate me.. u deserve to be well-liked).. so there's no pt making contribution to 52... so it's settled... no more fun n laughter in 52 4 me... my life in 52 end on the dae when u, coward refused to step up n said u wan to run 4 chief blk rap... y cant u jus face urself n face the public, say wat u wan... stop asking someone to be ur messenger... he's not ur servant... he dont need to do tis kind of ting.. u stupid bitch...

seriously considering on the post to run 4 jcrc, but on a second thought... i tink i'm not capable enough.. n y do everyone have the impression tat i'm suitable 4 the post of welfare?? i dont tink i look like a housewife.. haa.. but seriously, i dont wan to compete wif the others... thanx meiying 4 ur encouragement... but i tink kaiyuen n albert will do a better job than me if they get the post... i dont wan to compete, 1st) i dont wan to face the fact of losing.. u noe i veri ai mian zi... 2nd) i seriously tink they'll do a better job than me... i dont wan to waste others' chances...

final decision 4 me, either to be in welfare or not more jcrc... i'm clueless n i tink i'll have a sleepless nite tinking abt it... shld i take my clsmates' advice n cut down on hall activities or shld i jus earn all my pts in hall to maintian my single rm... i need more advice... help!!!!